| Well everyone, it's finally time for me to say goodbye and farewell to the world of xanga. Tomorrow morning (technically this morning) I am moving downtown, and leaving four years of friends, experiences, and memories behind. Therefore, xanga stays in my past as well, and this is my closing note.
Although high school was great and all, my experience has still left something to be desired. As I try to figure out both myself and the world I live in, some memories will quickly be trumped by college whilst others will remain prime. Yet, if there is anything I have learned from high school, it is the type and style of life that I want to lead. I know where I am going, regardless if I get there as an engineer or an entrepreneur or whatever. There are certain things that I am leaving behind with Lawrenceville, including several things that are holding me back from fulfillment.
So this is goodbye. If I didn't get to say goodbye to you in person, I'm sorry. There are people that I missed.
I unlocked all of my old sparkele entries (http://www.xanga.com/sparkele) for an entertaining read. Some of those are rather embarrassing and I hope someone will laugh at my sophomore self.
It's done, and I'm gone. Farewell.
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| You know those moments, where you are just sitting there and the atmosphere around you is so thick you could cut it with a knife? Moments where just a few seconds are dripping with surreality, a sort of presence indescribable and unexplainable where your brain is both totally dead and active at the same time? Where you can't put your finger on one feeling or emotion because the cacophony of volume prevents you from focusing on one transient wisp of your minds eye? Almost as if you could sit there and feel your life fly past in a millisecond, like your brain could see into the future, like you could imagine all the possibilities and outcomes of tomorrow. Yet you are so overwhelmed that you cannot focus, you can't do anything but smile and feel your emotions and feelings of the present while your brain runs wild with your future. I just felt the wind in my face and in my hair, and it was awesome. I don't know why, I couldn't tell you what set this off, but I was just sitting there in a car with the wind rushing by and I had one of those.
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| After applying at:
NOC
YMCA
Gamestop
Another Gamestop
Home Depot
Starbucks
Ken Stanton Music
Radio Shack
Best Buy
Circuit City
Noone has called me back, even with my work experience. So I remain a bum.
I'm rather bored. I'm sure not as bored as Bridget though.
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| prize holes and power squids
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